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hi peeps!!
so today i made a post earlier about a certain someone and the more i think about it, the more i get angry about sean. i mean he no longer wants to spend time with me yet he wants to be friends with my friends. and he wants one of my friends but i'm afraid he will never get the girl. it doesn't help that she is currently seeing someone. another thing, as i see it, he wants to spend time on booze, clubbing, and going to vegas - like ALL the time. what i don't understand is that, i can't get him out of my head. i know some of you must be upset that i always talk about him, but he makes me so so pissed off and angry inside. why doesn't he see things in my perspective. oh wait, he can't - he doesn't have a heart. an example he doesn't have a heart, he wanted ME to INVITE HIS G.F TO MY THANKSGIVING DINNER. that is a major NO in my book and for that i am never going to invite him for thanksigving. he's a bitter and cold boy. i think i need to stay far far away from that kid and never look back. i don't need to waste time on a kid who has been nothing but mean to me for the past 9 years. maybe i should get a clue and just drop him like a bad habit. the more i think i about this, the more i want nothing to do with him. he has shattered my heart and he keeps doing it over and over again. maybe i should of gotten the clue the first time he lost my number, he wants nothing to do with me and i need to take the actions and make this happen for real now. it's over.
what i am trying to write here, is that i am sick of hearing about your problems, sean. i don't get them. i am no longer helping you when you need something, and i am no longer going to text you, call you, or im you on facebook.
adios, we are finished, and my heart, my brain, and my well being need to get far far away from you because you bring nothing but angst into my heart. i'm sick of your ass.

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